1. |
Fake My Death
01:33
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Fake my death
For real this time
Tell me something
I said that’s fine
You know
Everything
And I don’t know a goddamn thing about the industry
so could you tell me more about that?
Ooo ooo oooo oooo
Ooo ooo oooo oooo
Dig me out
So tightly wound
Are you happy with what you found?
Dig me out
So tightly wound
Are you happy with what you found?
See you
Walk around
Demanding to be
Dreamt about
Fake my death
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2. |
Portland
04:08
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It kills me sometimes
That you’re on the other side
But I feel you
And I still do
Another summer, preoccupied
Remember when we dared to try?
You know I do
It was always you
And I still
Count the time
By you
And I wonder if you do that too
I wonder if you do that too
And I’m waiting
For you
And I know you do that, too
I know you do that too
But I don’t think you want this anymore
I know it hurts to feel unsure
When so much
Is never enough
And here we are getting no sleep
Like some maladjusted teens
So obvious
And all for what?
When I still
Count the time
By you
And I wonder if you do that too
I wonder if you do that too
And I’m waiting
For you
And I know you do that, too
I know you do that too
It’s a dry heat
It’s what keeps me on my feet
Maybe someday I’ll leave
Just know that I’m so sorry
I’m so sorry
And you deserve
To forget about me…
You deserve to forget about me (x10)
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3. |
Eat More
03:38
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I gotta eat more
So I can feel more alive
I gotta spend more time
On the outside
I gotta sleep more
So I can feel more alive
I gotta spend more time
Closing my eyes
You were undercover, you’re in disguise
So surprised I found you
It was in your eyes, your eyes
I feel see through and hollowed out
I feel nothing when you’re around
So drag me in and drag me out
Yeah drag me in and drag me out
Drag me in and drag me out
Drag me in and drag me out
You drag me in and drag me out
Again, again, again, again…
You were undercover, you were in disguise
So surprised I found you
It was in your eyes, your eyes
You were undercover
It was in your eyes, your eyes
Dried up like your useless fears, the same ones that you’ve had for years (x5)
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4. |
Killing Time
03:14
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Spending money like water
I don’t care
Around this time last year
I changed my hair
I don’t care
I don’t care
I don’t care
Spending time with people I don’t like
Tell the truth?
You can’t
You’d rather lie
You don’t care
You don’t care
You don’t care
And I always say
Whatever’s easier for you
And I always think
Man, you don’t have a clue
You’re killing time
You’re wasting mine
Telling me you did the best that you could do
I was standing
No one around
I have feelings
I push them down
I guess, guess I’ll do with it soon
And it takes so long
To figure out
Just what went wrong
And I always say
Whatever’s easier for you
And I always think
Man, you don’t have a clue
You’re killing time
You’re wasting mine
Telling me you did the best that you could do
I watched my house burn down
Plastic all on the ground
Went into work the next day it was so mundane
Everyone asking me
Did you lose everything?
Didn’t lose anything, only my will to care
Everyone asking me
Did you lose everything?
Didn’t lose anything, only my will to care
I don’t care, I’m just tired
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5. |
Locked Out
03:30
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(voicemail)
Hey Noah just wanted to see how you made out with all the snow. In the news, from Vegas, Boston looked
like it got hit the worst. Worse than New York. There was floods, there was people’s houses blowing away,
I don’t know. I know you’re on the third floor, which is pretty good considering what happened with the
water and everything else in Boston. Can you call me back please? I’m back in New York. It was a
hellacious trip – ran outta my meds, wound up in the hospital, all kinds of shit – crazy. ‘Supposed to be at
work yesterday – never made it. She said it was cool, so. I’ll start tomorrow. Today, went to the doctor.
They sent in the wrong prescription, had to wait there two more hours – everything – my life, is a tragedy.
Eh, well, sort of a tragedy. But anyway, I got my kids, that’s the main thing. I love you and I hope you’re
alright. And uh -gigantic snow- what do they call it? A cyclone bomb?Alright. Give me a call. Bye.
So concerned
Never learned to be unknown
So concerned
Toss and turn in bed at home
I want you to notice this
I want you to notice this
Overwhelmed, mirrors make me feel so weird
And I don’t know, which of me is really here
Overwhelmed, mirrors make me feel so weird
And I don’t know, which of me is really here
I want you to notice this
I want you to notice this
Locked out of my house again
Freaking out on myself again
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6. |
Part II
03:11
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Talk down to me
Like you do
You’ll never see me how I see you
Pretend to notice when I'm stuck inside
I feel so cool when I'm on your mind
How does being bad feel?
Split me open, what would that reveal?
Thought about you on the car ride
Swear I saw your shadow outside
Talk down to me
Like you do
You’ll never see me how I see you
Pretend to notice when I'm stuck inside
I feel so cool when I'm on your mind
How does being bad feel?
Split me open, what would that reveal?
Thought about you on the car ride
Swear I saw your shadow outside
Talk about me
When I finally leave
I never cared about that
It comes apart at the seams
It comes apart at the seams
How does being bad feel?
Split me open, what would that reveal?
Thought about you on the car ride
Swear I saw your shadow outside
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7. |
Beyond Belief
04:42
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You want to die on every hill
And leave your body for awhile
It’s not a secret everyone can tell
And everything is worth your while
Spending time with family
I’m stressed out beyond belief
Disagree to agree
‘Cuz that’s what you believe
You don’t want anything to do with me
As far as I can see
Spending time with family
I’m stressed out beyond belief
Unopened books
You bought me back when I was younger
2005 I had ideas but I just can’t remember
We thought it meant so much
But now it seems inconsequential
And I don’t know
You want to die on every hill
And leave your body on the tile
It wouldn’t mean that much to you
But I’ll stay here for awhile
Spending time with family
I’m stressed out beyond belief
You ruined things
We talked about when we were younger
Just like your father you were losing it
It felt so familiar
Just want to take your time
But everything just takes forever
And I don’t know
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8. |
Letter
03:47
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My bones are hollow
You can hear it when you knock
And you'd think that
This feeling would linger
But it ticks inside of me like a clock
You're not different
When the world swallows you up
From the outside in
You can't blame me for your failures
Or the rut you're in
You can't blame me
You can't blame me
You can't blame me
My world is hollow
You can hear it when you knock
And you'd think things would be different
But I'm not all that shocked
I saw it coming
I saw it coming
I saw it 40 miles away I saw it
And I'm no different, from the outside in
And you hurt me
Don't say you never did
And I'll blame you
Even though I said would't
And I'll fucking drown
In my disillusionment
And I will learn
Not to regret the things I do
And I’ll write a letter
Telling everyone it was you
It was you
It was you
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